Drudgery

listening to Nirvana, the Doors and

Led Zeppelin at 3 in the night

sitting on the toilet seat

with a broken flush

shuddering as each drop

of cold water overflows

and thuds on the floor.

it's been a drudgery

waiting for the night to end again.

leave her memory alone

I want to shut you out -

yes, insomnia

you mad fucker.

giving me acidity

taking away pieces of mind

making heart beat to a

bad rhythm.

everybody needs to be Hurt

but my cup is full.

I need drugs not to fall

asleep for a few hours

but to snuff the roar of life

forever.