No Matter How Hard I Try

No matter how hard I try,

Not a single day passes by, without remembering you.

Some days are hard to take in.

Some days i try to be strong...

Some days i am completely broken..

You took away a part of me,

I was never the same as before...

No matter how hard I try...

I can't forget that day.

The day, you were with me a minute.

And the next minute, I didn't even realize that you were gone.

Why? I have no idea..

How, I dearly wish I had an idea to do something to keep you with me...

Every day I think, if I should have done something differently, so that you would have been there with me.

It is so hard, sweetheart.

I didn't get to see you,.

I didn't get to feel you for longer..

It was only a few weeks that I've known your existence..

But, before we heard you, you were gone..

Gone to the place that i can't reach you anymore and never to return.

I'm so so sorry for not to be able to be with you..

Had everything gone well, you would have almost been an year by now..

I wonder how would that have been..!

Love you always..

You were the best thing that ever happened to me and something that i can never ever forget.

No matter how hard I try..

I can't and i don't want to forget you,

Because that's the only thing I have of you..

Your memories, my wishes and my dreams are safe with me, always..