Letter To My Momma

My world collapsed in so many ways

Its a world of molestation says

None of there can be trusted momma

There are potential rapists

Though the speed of light

Their horny eyes scare me

Just a matter of time

If I would be able

To bring the music to break the ice.

Unleash the stock pile of tears

Life has taken an omnious turn

My dear momma please let me in your womb again

where you keep me protected

Nine months in pain

And gave me a boon of life

Diligently continuing the chapter of existence

I didn't slept several nights.

Let me hide somewhere in you

My soul has been hijacked

Since my childhood

Another time, another place, another look.

Still continued,

Momma Iam far away

From the world where you are,

I am afraid to close my eyes,

Afraid of what I will see,

Afraid of what I will dream

My body does not feel like

I belongs to me!

Tears streaming down my face

Years has passed along

And than it happened again

Some hurts never recover

Some cuts deep to heal

Memories never forgotten

Momma far away

Now Iam going to disappear

LIke matter of substances

I learnt lesson in school

They win over me again.

Once again,

Throats become tight,

Sweat all around pouring

Tongue become numb

Mind goes blank.

Oh! Dear mom just listen

My scar deeply rooted

I have drowned till bare footed

I want to sleep

Take revenge of several sleepless nights

And come up as a strong warrior,

By fear and think life over.