Never Knew

Always felt you weren't here with me in my good times

Hated you for that and fought with you

Always thought you were the reason for all those unlucky things happening

Never did I realise one thing though...........

You chose to remain there

In the background when I had people around

But suddenly became the center of it

When there was no one;

When it came to sorting things.

Kept blaming you for it all

But I never knew how it actually was and wouldn't have now also

There's just no way I could get it though.....

But this newfound loneliness......it just proved to be

The chicken soup for my thoughts

And now that I think more I know now

What I never knew earlier!!!!