Always felt you weren't here with me in my good times
Hated you for that and fought with you
Always thought you were the reason for all those unlucky things happening
Never did I realise one thing though...........
You chose to remain there
In the background when I had people around
But suddenly became the center of it
When there was no one;
When it came to sorting things.
Kept blaming you for it all
But I never knew how it actually was and wouldn't have now also
There's just no way I could get it though.....
But this newfound loneliness......it just proved to be
The chicken soup for my thoughts
And now that I think more I know now
What I never knew earlier!!!!