My Heart Shouting

My secrets are load for my heart,

But I have to wear it like a white shirt.

When I realized many things,

But only silence I have to be.

My heart Shouting to Express, what I feel,

My mind says I will.

But I stop myself, 

When I saw everyone love me,

They control me, 

They spend their energy on me.

But in return, I give them nothing, 

That is the situation when I feel I break their expectations. 

That day I realized I'm a zero, 

Who always wants to become a hero.

My heart keeps many secrets that are dark,

That makes my mind, my soul black.

Only I trust in the God

who knows all my secrets, 

But then also hold my hand and guide me on my path.