My Drug, My Addiction…

Why do you want to see me on the ground?

Why do I have to be kicked when I am still down?

When will the punches stop coming?

Why me? What did I ever do to deserve it?

All these questions come to me while being pushed away.

You should have told me the truth from the start.

You took your sweet time and had your fun.

I was the one who just believed in a blind love…one way…

Now I am waiting in the rain, hoping you will return.

I just need you back to me…such a fool I am…

You are the worst I ever had, but I would never want anyone else

Your scent, your smile, your touch is all I need…my own drug

I know how toxic you are and how much you can hurt me,

But I still want you back and I am willing to go through it all again…

Hurt me, cut me, break me…I will bleed just for your

You are the best and the worst I’ve ever had…