Me and Myself

A lot of people say, I motivate them,

But I myself am broken, I myself am already half-insane,

And then I see my grandpa attempt suicide once again.

I motivate others while I myself am depressed and broken,

I help others fix their hearts while mine is totally broken.

My family is my everything,

In my heart there are only 2 things, my nation and my family,

Other than that, I don’t care about anything.

I just wanna help people and make everyone happy,

I don’t need anything else,

And for my dear nation, I will happily sacrifice myself.

I have my dreams for which I work hard all day,

I have only one wish for which I wanna pray,

Please god, help me so that I could archive all my dreams one day.

I’m depressed,

I’m broken,

But I know that the door that leads to a better life is always open.

So now, I know what to do,

My eyes are open.

I know that door to those got damn dreams of mine is still open.

Now, even if my haters start to yell,

I don’t care dude, let them go to hell,

I know a few people stop after getting too much demotivated,

But I can’t copy someone, who goes and jumps in a got damn well.

Now, It’s gonna be my time,

I’m going to yell,

All the haters, listen “dude, you better go to hell”

For now, I might not be okay,

But soon I’ll be alright,

Then, the haters will not be well,

Because I’ll be fine and they will be in hell.