Lost

Never ending pile,

Of problems impossible to share,

Just have to hold,

My tears with a smile.

Lost in my own life,

I’m fighting with myself

Those words act like a knife

Killing every inch of this self.

Thanks to you,

I’ve left nothing to lose

I’m nothing anymore,

but sadness tears and blues.

These voices terrify me,

The ones yelling in my head,

Shouting me to hell,

But I won’t let them win