lonely Empress.

She is the perfect one for the phoenix seat,

Blessed by the goddess of the moon. 

She smiles brightly at her subjects but is she really happy? 

A harem full of king lovers and wives is it where she wants to be? 

She who is seen surrounded by laughter and talk spends a lonely dark night.

For that perfect smiling glowing look every morning with tears she fight. 

She who is head of the harem arranges new lovers for the king. 

Looking at that same king does her heart anymore sing? 

Scholar, singer, fighter..she who is raised to be the server of the thorn. 

Spends most of the time in the dark harem all alone. 

She once who was a girl filled with love and hope. 

With time became lonely, her heart harden and became cold. 

Her eyes became empty, her soul so terribly cold. 

In the dark and poisonous harem, her innocence was sold. 

'She has changed ' about her, only that was told. 

She who is decorated with the finest jewels, with expensive silks. 

Who doesn't touch the same dress once it's worn! 

But underneath all these jewels her heart is torn. 

She as the mother of the nation is often berated for her empty womb. 

Thousands of insults and darkness she has to take in her tomb. 

Loneliness engulfed her every night when she is all alone. 

She is lonely in that big places, all alone to defend herself from all throne.

she is all alone facing her fear and pain.

she is a star in others' eyes but to reach there she had to burn every day. 

With that burning pain in her heart, she smiles at others. 

cause in the heart of her nation and her people she is their mother. 

So with the heavy burden, she walks all alone every day. 

Praying silently, praying for her soul to get free. 

It has been a long time now, the lonely empress wants to be free.