Lone Flower
Lone Flower
In the dark, he stood
Staring at the sky, reaching one hand forth
Hoping that one day it would hold him back.
He felt lost, left, tired of whatever was going on inside him
It felt like love but at the same time, he knew it was pain.
Why couldn't he be free?
Why wouldn't his heart let him feel the love he has to feel?
Who was he?
And where exactly are his emotions?
The stars shone brightly completing the dark sky
Humming a tune, he remembers
Holding hands, screaming
Touching bonds, pain
Feeling love, hurt
His heart stung at the thought and closed his eyes
He would be lying if he said he'd want to let go
He dreads that day.
He liked someone but loved something else.
And it pained him. Day by Day
A petal would fall in the form of tears
He waited until the day he was just a stem
Standing Lone with nothing to make him beautiful again.
He waited until everyone would laugh at him.
He stood, staring at his hands.
The same ones that once loved.
Those hazel eyes that resembled the ocean
The same eyes that I'd yearn to swim in
Those eyes now turn away for someone else.
I miss you but I can't say it
Besides, I've always known you had eyes
For the other.
And yet I stayed, hoping you'd come back.
Today marks the fourteenth day of the Lone Flower
Whose last petal has dropped on the ground.
I felt cold, I felt lost, I felt empty.
I saw you leave and all I could say was...
"Goodbye to the you who made me beautiful."