Life

Black and white is all I see,

A pale, unclear future.

I do not know where I am going to be,

I do not know what I am going to do,

I do not know if I am going to be alive.

Is it bad to want to know?

I want to know if this is going to pass,

This pain, this feeling of emptiness.

I want to know a lot of things,

Is it okay not to be okay?

Is it okay to be imperfect?

Is it okay to feel alone in a world full of people?

Is it okay to see your life crashing and burning to ashes?

Is that what life is? Your version of hell?

It is confusing is what it is.

Life is like a labyrinth, a path that keeps changing and shifting

Something that knows what your mind is thinking.

It goes out of its way to alter every single thing you had planned for yourself.

Every tiny detail.

They say learning your future destroys you.

But I am going to say it gives you a ray of hope.

It lets you know that you are going to be okay.

It lets you know that things have a way of working themselves out,

It just takes a little time.

Time with which you can learn to love yourself,

You then start to realize that everything comes together,

Everything starts working out.

You have managed to throw that negativity out the window,

And guess what?

You start seeing rainbows.