Life taking a toll of me

I am at that point of life, where I see a lot of pain and no gain.

I wish life was a vendor store with an opportunity to bargain..

Today I have taken a different lane..

So that nobody sees me crying in pain..

Even to accompany my tears there was a drizzling rain.

.It helped me soften my life's harness and bondage..

I wished I could hit my mistakes with a cane.

.But I know that would sound insane.

.And I remember I have to survive for that little Jane..