Life Of Sinister

The World discerns me as a scare,

The men glimpse me like 

a hunk of flesh.

The media sees me as a harlequin.

Yes, I am an X-rated star.

I relished as the traditional girl, 

I envisioned being Cinderella, 

Buy life headed me through 

miseries and pain,

With destitution, ruling my future 

I was determined to win.

Pudgy the tag, bestowed to me.

A deserted girl, with no ally.

I remained a prisoner of a bully. 

In a free country, where I never pertained.

But I was inferred, to accomplish in life.

I toiled and toned myself.

As I thrived, my verve headed.

I gained fame for the first time, 

with the surge of hormones, 

My spirit got hauled away.

But the limelight comes with a 

hefty price.

The reality hit me hard, 

When fantasy faded.

Existence is arduous, 

when freshmen get evicted for tenancy.

I was offered for genuine stature.

An offer for my enchantment, 

An offer that guarded 

me against destitution.

An offer for my flesh!

The chronology was established, 

Where many reaped, 

as I got exhausted in the agony

the past, which I yearn to disregard.

I dealt with the impact, as my 

teenage oblivion and innocent 

were fined by the encrypted phrases 

of the ordinance.

It was an offer of exploitation that 

legally latched many artists 

striving for a puff with fake happiness.

We don't relish, As we strive to put 

a smile on our household,

We are a cord of hope that lets them 

float in the sky.

We furlough in the twilight,  

By working in a trade 

where we can get lost 

with no trace.

Some of us are battered by 

the conviction of love.

Some of us are shoved by parents and 

confrontations. 

Some of us are overwhelmed 

for fame and career of acting.

We all are locked into the 

red Bermuda triangle, 

Where few institutions, 

comprehend us as edible 

humans for the population.

Others do loathe us, 

As men admire us in covert and

 admonish us in public.

Women committee hustle against us 

Nevertheless, receive my advice, 

As a parent, 

do shower affection as a pal to the mysterious arrogant girl who once roamed around you.

As a teen,

Love for who you are. Love your parents.

Body shaming, abuse, bullying is prevalent, you are not alone in the silent remorse of the realm.

Combat with self-love, seek the help of a trusted pal, the parent, the mentor as existence is meant for the fittest, and the world is a forest where the battle to be fought, wounds to be felt, and things needs to be forgiven and forgotten that includes self-compassion.

However, don't renounce yourself for attention and quick accomplishment.