Life and Experiences

I wish life wasn't so complicated,

wish I could have some sort of control,

but it keeps slipping out of my fingers,

the complexity of it all is draining my soul.

I've come this far, sacrificed so much,

no turning back, I'm not giving up,

screaming in the wind, I am enough.

I might not have control of life but I have control of me,

all the screaming and crying, is this really who I'm supposed to be?

If you asked me if i had a choice i'd say not anymore,

if I don't start fighting soon there'll be nothing left to fight for.

I need inner peace and there's only one way I can open that door,

not by running away or hiding, but by taking a stand,

reclaiming what I left behind when I turned and ran,

others have succeeded before me and I know I can.

Pushing back, never giving up,

the wind screams back, you are enough,

so if you ask me if I have a choice, I'd say not anymore,

but if you ask me if I have control of my life then yes, I do.

I hope you get your happy ending, cause no matter how much you cry,

it doesn't mean you're broken, it just means you've been strong enough to try.

I hope you get your happy ending, cause no matter how badly you fall apart,

it doesn't mean that it's time to give up, it just means you've had a rough start.

I hope you get your happy ending, cause no matter how hard you crash and burn,

you've got wings and they can take you higher then you will ever discern.

You've come this far, sacrificed so much,

keep pushing back, don't ever give up,

soon you'll hear the wind screaming, you are enough,

the rain that mingled with your tears will rinse them away,

and I promise that, if you try hard enough, you'll be happy someday.