Sediment Of Love

Now that echo of silence has withered out,

With the passage of time and tunnel crowded with past,

I once again dwelled into you,

Just for the remembrance or penance,

As the storm in me has calmed,

For maybe I do not fear the rain anymore,

Or 

Maybe the only reason why I can't let go of what's making me sad,

Is coz maybe it was the only thing that made me happy,

I had then almost all of you or maybe I thought,

But the feeling was good,

To look into the eyes like a saint of pure love,

So deep and bright like glare to eyes,

Like clouds parted and she glimpsed like a sunny future,

Yes, I fell for her kind eyes faster than rain on a stormy night,

I like the warmth of her native smoke,

That has stilled forever now,

I wish I could go back to the time we met,

Maybe to know whether to ride along or not,

Where I believed that everything I could offer to you,

Had the power to hold and stay,

And you dint had to search for fireflies or shooting stars in the night,

A partnership of soul,

I believed in poems that would find us,

A sign of universe that had picked us,

A surreal elixir,

Even I wished our favorite sex position would be to love deeply and to put each other in top priority,

But withering was seen as a blown off too harsh reality,

Now that I have none of you,

As an unfortunate experience,

Maybe it was temporary happiness,

A way to fill the void of vulnerability for you,

And a sense of insecurity for me,

Got tangled on me,

I wish it was anger rather than disappointment,

But still, I am glad for the things,

I didn't know I had this capability to offer,

She was the epitome of love,

And now with the sediments of sentiment,

I lay down,

To settle with the fact,

That I have had known love like never before.