Leave Me Alone...

My words are harsh, my tone is rude

It only that I hate to talk in this mood

Quietness, meditative is my approach

But I am contemplated with this self motivate coach

 I have regrets, though I say I don’t

But there few, few too many to be known

I lived my life the way I want it be

But there spots where people has robbed my liberty

 From the time I am born, I told what to do

Even what to wear clean and shave through

I never had life of my own till now

But there rulers that rule some how

 I am bored that is what I am

I am me, the huge hunk Sam

But there nothing new to say or write

I cry on wounds of past as if it my birthright

 I love my freedom, like every does

There people tell me what to do

I have my handlers to take care of me and my time

I wish there were not there I was alone all the time.

 Whether you say it is blessing or curse

Too much love sometime is a possessive outburst

Nothing seems to be the best sometimes

There is always crying and whine like child inside

There moment when death seems a friend to me

Sometime it seems very lonely with me

I don’t wan’t your pity or sympathy

Just leave me like you don’t know me