It's Joyous Realm

Years went on, I didn't see the world,

Buried under the raped weight of my soul,

I longed to capture the aliveness of the world.

Believe what tears shed in words; the intense

Desires rose; torture became unbearable,

I longed for life amid undying pains.

Death, you calmed my monstrous mind,

Right on, I walk among others,

Hiding the sickness that seeks destruction,

What surprises this man's heart

Is the sight of dead, unloved eyes.

Years go on, I walk a free man,

With the gifted sickness writing a life

Empty of emptiness; nothing of nothingness,

In a world, I never seek another world.