Is Love Real Or Ideal

Love is a journey that has many ups and downs,

Ckuwai jua the meaning of love

Or should I say I have never known the meaning of love

I only hear of it

Some people say it's real but I just find it as just an ideal

Coz I do wonder if its real

Would you hurt each other's feelings 

Would you go to an extent a cheat on your partner and claim you love someone?

If it's real why all this, why,

Your mind blames your heart

Cause it's the reason why you're hurt

Inner you are deeply bleeding

Can't find peace anymore

Who will you now believe

Yet he has broken all the promises

Is love real or it's ideal?

Cause to you he shattered all your dreams

In the street, you hide because of shame

It's true his love was fake

I wonder why he says he loves me and yet he makes love with another gal

I wonder why he said he loved me and yet he went ahead to crush my heart into pieces

His love was just an imagination for real

That's why I find it as an ideal not soo real

He has no time for me even saying hi is a problem

He never even bothers whether I am well or unwell 

He only cares about his friends sooo much and forgets his girlfriend

And he claims to love Me like for real is this love

Listen!

And ask yourself what's affection

Does it come for just a season

Did he come into your life for a reason

Was your love meant to be a true prison

I think he was to couch you in a love lesson

Thank God he didn't stay forever 

Even though he promised leaving you never 

Then like lightning, he says it's over

It triggered my heart yes but if 

Love was real he could not have made me go through all that in the name of love

If he loves really exists I could not have felt like if am just a failure

I could not have suffered so much

I could have felt the affection

I could have felt its presence 

I could have been happy at least once 

If love was real but to me it's just an imagination 

A real ideal but not real

African Queen give yourself a chance

Sweet is the song your almost to dance

Your pain is yet to be blown by the wind

Cause your true love your about to be found

Happiness in your heart soon will be found

Love is real, not ideal 

Only when you find the right one