If Only I Tried

I have mesmerized the little last light my melting candle gave;

Before darkness,

Like a dream before a nightmare 

Like a truth before lie

Like a love before heartbreak,

I have lived in darkness 

Like a broken heart waiting 

To be healed but only 

Get shattered again and again 

Only if I had stopped searching for 

Bliss and live the moment 

At present 

Only if I could know how regrets 

Create endless misery 

I could have acted, I could have tried again.