I wish I was dead

I wish I was dead

But I don't know why

I feel so empty inside

Like nothing matters at all

I wish I was dead

But I don't know how

I'm afraid of the pain

And the unknown beyond

I wish I was dead

But I don't know when

I keep waiting for a sign

Or a reason to go on

I wish I was dead

But I don't know where

I don't belong anywhere

I feel lost and alone

I wish I was dead

But I don't know who

I am or what I want

I have no purpose or goal

I wish I was dead

But I don't know what

To do with myself

Or with this life I have

I wish I was dead

But maybe I'm not

Maybe there's still hope

And a chance to change

Maybe there's still love

And a reason to stay

Maybe there's still life

And a way to heal

Maybe there's still me

And a will to live.