Darkness Crawling Over Me!

There's no colours left in my rainbow

All I've got are shades of grey to black

I am fading away into the deeper blues

But I'm not green I know the score 

I think I'm losing sleep over something 

I can't get out of my heart or off my mind

The feeling is like static running through me

Hard to hold on to and harder to unravel 

I am disheveled like crunched up filthy paper

Never thought I'd end up a loser

But here I am stuck in the darker shadows

I wish I could catch my wasting breath

All alone and so unloved is no way to live

This life has knocked the shit out of me

I am at the cusp of nothing that is real

I will never be able to shake defeat 

Things used to be rosy and golden

Now I am out of my mind with fear

The future has already caught up with me

That's why I feel so let down

Always rushing with nowhere to go

If I could just slow down I might get somewhere

But I'm not even moving I've had my fill

This is eating me up inside and bringing me down

Slowly but surely something might change

But right now I am in the dark

I need to bring peace to my aching heart

Before I finally lose my will to carry on