I Wasn't Born Mother

I wasn't born mother.

I wanted to live but they made me leave.

You cried, and even tried.

But, nobody listened.

I got eradicated for a boy.

Mother, I so wanted to have that toy.

I felt something evil,

Never knew maa, my father would be the devil.

I bled,

You pleaded.

But they didn't listen.

They took a syringe,

you were no longer listening to my cries.

I heard him saying, keep doing it until she dies.

I wanted to see you, mummy,

But father said I am just a bean in your tummy.

I saw my blood all over,

And actually wished to get OVER.

My breath became shorter,

Why I was the one, who got slaughter?

Please, mother, be brave,

And don't let your son come near my grave.

lastly, they took me out of you,

You were weeping,

Somewhere I knew I wasn't worth keeping.

I was flushed,

And millions of your dreams of dressing me up were crushed.

I got deceived,

And fathers love was the only thing I never received.

"My angel is back in heaven!!"

God said softly,

Yes, a son's life is far more costly..

He kept his hand gently in my head,

I was happy that my soul wasn't dead.

I requested him to not send me back..

He smiled and told me never because humanity is the only thing in which they lack.