To My One

"They say you can't hurt somebody you dont love "

Maybe they are actually correct

it's fine at times my love,

I know 

I keep doing the hurting,

And so do you

But maybe it's only because

This time we have strings attached you see

You and I,

We both have our own ways

 Of hurting, my love 

 But I hope

We'll discover ' our ' way of 

Mending things

I hope my love doesn't suffocate you

 And this hurting - mending process tho,

 Coz I know somewhere you and I  are tired of it

 But I hope things aren't bad tho', 

This time ...with this man, that is you 

I wanna give things a chance 

I hope you understand that tho

 Sorry, for all the hurting we do 

To one another

But maybe its fine tho,

Cause as they say,

You can't hurt someone you dont love

But my love,

What am supposed to do 

Am a sensitive ass too, 

Rather am sensitive only around you

Because I've left my heart ajar for you

I hope you creep into it 

But be a little, slow and gentle

I fear it might break 

For I can't handle heart breaks

I've always been bad at them

But then there is something 

That keeps this heart ajar 

For you to come in

And reside by my side

I've never known forevers

Maybe they are too big to describe

I dont know if we are forever

But at least we can be ' our special ones ' 

You know the ones we remember 

Before we die ' the ones ' you always cherish

Because they teach you so much

'The ones ' you think at night 

And smile like kids do ' the one ' you keep buried inside you

Because they have been so beautiful

You're selfish enough not to share them tho

' The ones' that are enough for you to cherish- -

Their memories and live

'The ones ' which make you a paradox

When you remember them

You cry and smile at the same time

And somewhere, somehow 

I want us to end up being ' the ones ' at least

Then my boy, we're such weird asses too

But maybe that's fine

Cause that's why you are mine

And yes my love,

I dont know if you ever realised

I've always had tear-stained eyes

When I say bye

Cause yet again am bad at good byes