I'm tired

I'm so tired of pretending,

Where's my happy ending,

This question keep running in my head,

I have no answers to it.

Today, I'm happy,

And tomorrow, I'm depressed,

Life's pain can be too much sometimes,

How I wish I can say the pain I'm passing through.

How I wish I can contact my mother to share this,

But I can't,

Life's dynamic,

And the pain it gives last forever.