Attention Seeker

Always acting like I'm strong,

But I know I cry all the time,

I cannot please my heart up to people,

Trying my best to make people happy,

But have I ever been able to make myself happy,

I am an attention seeker.

When they leave,

I throw tantrum,

Why do you care if I cry,

I feel like I'm wanted,

Loved and needed.

I don't want that hope anymore,

It's better that I drown in darkness,

I do not wish to see that light anymore,

Because it gives me hope,

And that hope I do not need.