I Don'T Know

Should I walk or should I write,
Is there anything that can help
Thoughts wandering inside me,
I put my fingers in my scalp...

I miss the treasure I had,
It had lain in every little thing,
Can I get it back somehow,
It's like I have lost my wing..

I try to smile and bring the happiness around,
But I only hear the echo of emptiness as the sound,
Holding myself as I try to move,
I look back unknowingly so as to get your approve...

Suddenly remembering you are not here,
Feeling wet on my cheek it's a rolling tear,
You are far away, and beyond my reach,,
Neither my feelings can touch you nor can my speech..

Life doesn't end as you lose your things,
Learn to move on, get to new wings,
These were your theories I remember and admire,
But how can I be serene when I'm on fire.

How the world treats me, was hardly I thought..
Living in the fragrances which you only brought,
This loneliness behind you, mocks at me..
No one comes around to set me free..

I need your palm around my head,
When I suffer sleeplessly lying in my bed
I need your arms to hold me tight,
This is too dark here, baby I need some light..

No matter where I go, or where I stand
I miss you standing by my side holding my hand,
After having so much love is this what we deserve,
Why i'm still breathing, what purpose do I serve..

I'm mad and silly and stupid whatever you call,
Unconsciously in your love, it makes me enthrall,
I don't have wishes, and desires that I wanna hack,
I just wanna close my eyes and sleep untill I get you back.