I Can't Recover Myself

Surprisingly, nowadays I am shrinking in all things, hesitation in everything, scepticism in everything, reliance in nothing. .....

All of a sudden, everything inside me turned upside down, lack of confidence, hesitation and an incomplete weakness. ...

Lately, I have been getting scared, which is why the opposite of my nature has been created for no reason!

I opened the closed door and looked outside to find the lights. There was so much light flowing around me, but I couldn't recover at all.