How Can I

How can I

Express my emotions that I'm not myself anymore

How can I 

intertwine our fingers even though I pretend my life like playing in a drama scene

How can I 

Say truth to not hurt you anymore

Be with me even, I suffer within myself

I don't show off 

Cause' u dumped my heart

With rose fragrance

And you are killing me with your thrones 

Even I become ash,

I fly towards your air

My soul is still stuck in between the rain of pain

I became entrust 

Just because of you.

Don't scroll and rub your eyeballs

Even you see me in a fog 

Trapped with blur everywhere

Feel me with the air

I will beside you

Don't sit under a tree for shed

Angle your head on my 90-degree knees

I will caress with my cold hands

Even the sun forgets to rise high

I will give you my wings

Fly high where I wanted to fly

I'm now going far away

Even I go far

You may smile at our memories.