Disappointed Soul

The way you look at me really seems,

The way you are loving me,

But you say that it's just the way I look at everyone,

Till the day you gave me this answer,

I was in dream everywhere every time that you are loving me,

But the day you answered me my heart was put soaked in disappointed

My eyes are not ready to accept the truth

Tell me what do I do, what do I believe, what do I believe,

I feel like my body is present but my soul is just left behind the days of our closed memories,

Why can't you just fade away from from the sound that i hear only you,

Why can't you just fade away from my soul, my heart,

That I can breathe normally, so that I can feel happiness, without prize just fade away......

But I still consider you are my first love

why..........?