Desire Vs Despair

I have more to write,

I want to write

But I don't have words to write.

I have my own people,

I want to accompany

But I don't get peace to survive.

I have a loud voice,

I want to speak

Yet I am unable to express the grief.

I have two smart eyes,

I want to see

But I don't find things to see.

I have a mouth,

I want to laugh

But there is nothing to laugh upon.

I too have lips

They want to wish

Though it is searching for things to seek.

I have a ton pain,

I want to cry

But the heart is too dry to cry.

I have some weapons,

I want to fight

But I'm too lone to fight with the moan.