Deep Blue End

I was drowning deep

Deep down the ocean bed.

I ceded the life

The life I was given by—.

Ceilide the Queen

Queen of darken depth.

She was damn baleful

Baleful to my mortal life.

Caged me in a frenzy room

Room filled with philter.

The catty queen offered

Offered me to foster.

She fiddle and meddled

Meddled with my soul.

I am strangled up

Up in stranded self.

I bartered my soul

Soul which was no longer mine.

Now I am a fiend

Fiend that's craving death.

Call the swallows

Swallows that bloom celandine.

For I need yellow

Yellow to colour me on.

I am doomed and stuck

Stuck in this frenetic waves.

Let me please out

Out to your world of rainbow.

Catch me on radar

Radar that might be inexact.

But I will cavort

Cavort to hook me there.

I am inert

Inert in a phony self.

Inexhaustible katzenjammers

Katzenjammers of the past till now.

I am still there

There at the breaking point.

I lost all

All that meant a lot to me.

I am still haunted

Haunted by your intimacy.

Does this chill now?

Now that you're still in me?

Misery found their ways

Ways digging my fate.

I am torn apart

Apart from all this luck.

Should I be thanking?

Thanking for this despair breathing?

Having born in this life

This life was a curse for me.

Now I am sleeping

Sleeping deep down

Down the ocean bed

Bed of deaths and demise.