Death-- by choice

You are tired...

Tired of life. 

You want to give up...

Give up hope.

You no more want to live...

You would end up your life.

Every other day, you give it a try...

To get an answer to the 'What' 'When' and 'Why'.

What is going to happen to you?

When can you be peaceful?

And why it's always you?

And never you get a clue. 

And if it's done...

That deadly action...

You have an encounter with the monster called 'SUICIDE '.

It may seem an end to your woes...

Happiness may be felt out of blue. 

This is the scene you might have imagined. 

Let me portray the true scene to you...

To make you realize what your family would go through. 

You tightened the rope...

To get yourself out of heck. 

Your eyes bloat out of the sockets...

Your tongue comes out hanging...

Your body hangs cold and lifeless...

Blood oozing out of the neck. 

Here, at your home...

Nothing will be usual. 

Your Mum cries till her lungs come out and her eyes go dry...

Your Dad can't cry, his heart turned a rock...

Your sister goes crazy, as you are no more.

Your parents blame themselves for this act of yours...

They wish they could have spoken to you...

Could have taught the value of precious life to you.

Nothing will be the same my dear!

Your Mum never leaves your room...

Your Dad is never home early...

Your sister no more cares about her books or even her looks.

She never gets her favourite delicacies...

As Mum no more cooks nor fries.

She seems to forget the use of spice...

She doesn't know how to cook pulses and rice. 

A deep silence haunts the house...

Even TV, mobile and laptop lays quiet in the house. 

Mum keeps on staring your bed...

As if you would jump out of your bed. 

She stretches her arms to hug you tightly...

So that you shine again brightly. 

Dad repents for times he thrashed you...

And feels he could have understand you. 

It was just a matter of seconds to you...

But it has become a never ending spell to the family of you. 

They wait impatiently for their death...

And have worsened their health. 

They struggle even to breathe...

Tell me dear! Would you still choose to leave. 

Never give up hope and get tired of life...

As precious and beautiful is the life. 

Pack up your 'Whats' 'Whens' and 'Whys'...

We are always with you through all the lows and highs.

Together we can be happy and blessed...

Without each other, we are just lost and hopeless.