Dear Me
Dear Me


Dear Me,
I've forgotten what
I wanna see, I've forgotten the
real reason why I weep,
The real reason is the fear
behind my eyes,
it's too many questions,
should I choose to be reckless,
should I inhabit myself
in my headspace,
is my mind a haunted house
filled with ghosts in chains,
is it the pain that quenches my rage,
Painkillers, these poems are remedies
in my open hand,
I'm lost in the land of lies,
I'm lost in a world that dies,
maybe t
hose are all the reasons
why I cry,
maybe this is why I
cease to be within crowds,
the brokenness infiltrates
my memories of pain and being scared,
So don't judge me when
I'm barricaded in my conscience,
I'm here to vomit everything that
you ain't wanting,
I'm working on myself,
that's a self-serving act,
under self-arrest,
no one is willing to grant
me a rest,
I'm a pest among human beings,
I'm here to remind
you of life's misconceptions...