Dead Hopes

Tell me!

Is it easy to stay unbothered and show I don't feel for you

My mind is so tired of opposing the heart which just beat for you

I find my eyes roaming towards your way

Though they know there's no reason to stay

I still get butterflies in your presence

I still think of you 24×7

Ears longing their route hoping to hear my name through you

I keep my phone on always

What if you might call me any day

I want you to vanish through my heart

I want to unmiss you as if we are empty within us

I'm so damn incomplete without your thoughts and stuff

I'm totally void If you don't cross my eyes and feel my love

My dumb boy is so special to me 

No regrets I kept falling for him.