Cure of Me

Sometimes I wish you'd ask me what's wrong

Sometimes when you do, I wish you'd listen for long

And not cut off in between with the fails of your fate

I wish for a moment 

Just for a moment

You'd let me be weak, and not tell me why you're strong

Sometimes I break right in front of your eyes

And I wish you'd know I was broken this whole time

I wish you'd know that that's not the whole truth

I'm not often sad, I've got no moods

That I'm the sea, static in light, stormy at nights

The sky, high and free, I never will be

Sometimes I wish you were the internet age

With bright lights and haunted gaze

How they grope each other residing side by side

Fights with myself, I wish you knew what it feels like

I wish you'd know 

Introversion isn't sad

Extroversion isn't happy

That I'm more than this

That I'm crumbling in pieces

That I excel at numbers, but fail at breathing

I wish you weren't surface reading

I wish I could tell you,

The carved paths I took dont look me in the eye

And the road not taken isn't always nice

That the blood I spilled still stands blue

I wish you'd know,

The cure of me isn't being you.