Can I Keep You?

You make me feel good inside

 Something I always try to hide       

 My feelings myself I don't show       

 I keep it in so no one will know 

But you suddenly come one fine day  

And just make me feel like I'm okay

I've been happy and it's because of you

I hope it isn't only when things are new 

You want me

I want you

I don't know if it's really true

But my heart is feeling out of the blue 

Our chemistry is blazing with fire 

Why do we even have to measure 

Our morals values and beliefs 

We keep on asking what ifs

"If only it was you"

Why can't it be true 

It's harder than it seems 

We can't do so as we dream

You're like a breath of fresh air 

Sweeping me in unaware 

I wish we lived in an alternate world

Where no laws exist and me and you are impearled

Despite all this you still want to stick by me

Wishing me the best for all to see 

Asking me to put myself first 

I think you know how much it hurts 

Ah what is this conflicted feeling 

Please rip it out from my chest 

It feels good and it feels bad

Stop it before we get an arrest 

"Shall I comfort you"

If only you knew 

How much that meant to me

Although we will never see 

You enjoy life in the corner of the room

But somehow you don't make me gloom

Like a shadow in the dark

We both can feel that spark

You're still waiting for your happy meal

And I hope we can be real

For now, I can give you the kisses

But I know it'll be misses 

It's been so long since I felt this way

And it's not only on a good day 

I know it's impossible for me to have you 

But at least for now, can I keep you?