What’s That I Feel

What’s that I feel 

As I sit calm an Erie fads into my head …

What if … 

What if it happens again? 

What if hurts more !?

What’s that I feel 

A knot in my stomach 

My pulse is rising 

This can’t be happening 

What’s that I feel 

The walls are closing in 

I’m alone again 

What is going to happen

Where do I even begin 

The thoughts there in now 

They’ve broken down my tools 

My world is dark 

And I’m all alone 

What’s that I feel 

Cold 

Lonely

Hopeless

Useless 

Forgotten 

And a burden 

What’s that I feel 

A boil from inside 

A fight to come out 

The drive to not let in anymore 

What’s that I feel? 

ME

What do I know !? 

I’m safe ! 

I’m strong ! 

I will keep kicking ass because I can !! 

I can Fucken do this ! 

What’s that I feel 

Strong 

Empowered 

Confident 

What’s that I feel 

ME