Call Me By Your Name

I loved you even when I was intoxicated sober,

I Look for you everywhere,

Don't lose yourself in my fantasies,

I am lingering just around the corner, 

Quit punishing me with your wits,

I repeatedly fumble because of weak knees,

I swim through your lake,

Juggling with grass and frogs,

Helpless to uncover the heart, I seek

You are the frame that hangs on my walls,

The photo is imperfect,

Lonely in the middle of the house,

It's the conflict of my emotions,

That kept me awake in nights,

The first thing I imagine waking up to,

Your lips that engage with mine,

A dream that doesn't fade, even when I am unable to sleep

Tell me, is that a thing I should hide,

I pray and that's the best I could try,

Someday I will find you in the clouds,

The shattered stars whirling their heads,

Exactly like I would do when I touch your face, 

 

When you smile, it brightens my climate,

Sky twist within, giving rise to the hurricane,

Consenting to the desires of mine,

Everything has stood still,

Like the shadow begging for sunshine, 

Drizzle me in your rain,

Call me by your name,

Like Elliot and Oliver,

Kiss and pull me a little closer

My heart only knows the devotion, 

The story of my infatuation,

Running wild in the eyes of others,

I frequently struggle to express,

Feeling uncertain at times,

Waging war to survive, 

Needing a miracle,

The story of my unrequited love life