Broken

Heart shattered into millions

With a deep hole, dug deep

For the pieces are never put back

For those are still missing..

The days still fresh in my heart

Relieving those beautiful memories

Flowers blooming and the chirping

Sweet nectar filled my life

Warm smile etched on the face

Scolding and fighting more over love pouring out,

The diamonds falling over

Lost are those days when I look back...

The pages still unfilled, for I know not how to complete

For mine is already blank as white as the paper where I jot down

My feelings raw with emotions..

Gone are those happy days where the laughter filled my ears,

Those that warms my heart bringing the tears in my eyes,

For I have lost my gem

The eyes shows emotions but mine,

I hid myself with a fake smile

The deep scarred wound still afresh,

Know not how to patch up...

Knows it takes years but how wonder I..

Stretching her hands lays the springs and autumns with hopeful eyes..

Shutting myself out isn't a solution

The walls need to be broken

But am I ready, I guess not

For the heart has been ripped from me

Pain and the burning is all my heart holds

With memories to cling onto

But comes back with the same force all welled up...

The hole still bleeding the unshed tears

Breaking every now and then

Often wondering Why me

But yet there is lot to come...

Blame none, regret and sorrow

Filling me in and out

Hiding myself behind those smiles

Only the vulnerable to see..

Wherever you are, deep in my heart knows

You are in safe hands but the love you poured out

Is still afresh that it hurts

For us its the memories we hold on...

The days warm and sweet

Replaced with sorrow and cold

Blame none for this is what has happen

But the love for you is boundless...