Intoxicating

Do you remember that night, our bed was full of petals, felt alive.

I took a flight to reach you and now I go back to feel thorns..

Why do I do so?

I remember the hug, was full of love 

I turn back to take a breath, it was choking 

It was intoxicating still I befall

Why do I do so?????

We kissed when it was pouring

I look back see myself drowning 

Our romance was destructive, I malfunction 

Holding onto cigarettes and a bottle of vodka

Smudge liner and swollen eyes, 

I overlook all the instructions

Why do I do so???

Why is it so hard to outgrow...