Breathe

I can only breathe by you.

I can only see by you.

Only you giving me an energy

Living energy to persuade

all circumstances to change.

Change everything what will can happen.

Be aside the situation which are painful

to my body and to my soul.

Now you see how complicated it is.

I can only breathe by you.

You must be there each second.

Each my blink of an eye you notice.

Each burst of my heart you feel.

Now you see how hard to live

like this it is. 

We two are in one. But you are not my love.

We are not soul mates or lovers.

But complete strangers to each other.

Now you see how tough it is.

Will we be one soul sometime in the future?

Never. It would be a mistake and misery.

I want to go back and have my freedom to breathe.

Without you inside me. I can´t hear you. anymore.

How purified and quiet moment occurred to me.

Forever free. Forever without you. Only me.