Another Story...
Another Story...
My pages of emotions turn up
With a new story yet again
This time its unrequited love
But the twist is, the loved one doesn't know even.
Even I do not know if its real
Or just a crush, or nothing!
But definitely is something more,
Failing to recognize or...
Just fearing to!
A certain amount of depth
A sudden heavy feeling
That surrounds my heart,
Is quite different.
A free-flowing feeling that
Just needs some care and assurance,
Of being there with me!
Yes, let how much single I am
I miss the person to be with.
I miss that one touch feeling.
I miss that lovable feeling.
I know...
There is so much to fear, to lose.
That sadness and pains
I do not want to experience anymore.
But how long will I have to wait
For that person
Who doesn't know it even?
I try to live as happily as I can
Do not even express a bit...of me.
Do not even want to be in love.
Those thoughts of long talks,
The thought of that big responsibility,
The thought of a bonding,
The feel of that heavy feeling...
Frightens me!
Not a fear of commitment, but
Fear of losing him.
Fear of pain,
Fear of lost trust
Fear of a broken heart
And the fear of sleepless nights.
Still...the waits
The wants,
Craving for love
Pulling you closer.
The want to share your feelings
The want of sharing your dream with him
The wanting of holding hands tight!
And wanting to rub tears when you cry...
Craving for love in the sleepless nights and
Craving to see the last sunset of life...
Craving to see the promises being kept
And dreaming of being forever together!
I know its not a big thing to ask for...
But is a huge thing to want.
Love is not anything that can happen,
But is the most wonderful thing that can happen!
Love is not about sharing "cheesy" lines
Or being utterly romantic.
Not that only-tactile relationship,
Or posing for photos...
Its a journey of life
Traveling it together!
In bad as well as good junctions.
Sharing every bit of life with,
And getting immensely loved!
Every day getting up in the morning
To see his face,
And sleeping in his warm heart at night
Seeing those small emotions and happiness
Being fulfilled by your love!
I guess will have to wait,
Or maybe just Its not for me!
Or maybe these are not made for me!