And I Stayed..

I was loved but I couldn't reciprocate..

And still I stayed!

I was to love but I didn't find them worthy enough..

And still I stayed!

I was hesitant but I didn't say..

And still I stayed..

I had misgivings but I didn't clear.

And still I stayed!

I felt stifled but I didnt tell..

And still I stayed!

Choice I had but I didn't take..

And still I continued to stay!

Door was open but I didn't leave..

And still, I continued to stay!

Finally..

I couldn't continue to still stay..

I then was forced to walk away..

I led them along..

I gave them hope..

Then I walked away..

I hurt me badly and I hurt them terrible! 

To no avail..

I am as uncertain today as I was yesterday..

Decisions made too late..

Are playing havoc with my fate..