Ambitions

Once a jerk,

Never a nerd,

But don't call me a fluke,

You know what, it hurts!

I never had dreams,

Nothing for four-five years across teens,

Would I make it big?

I ignored,

Not knowing what it means!

Walking past,

There in the last,

Stood there always,

Not knowing if there were any other ways,

To succeed, to earn,

I couldn't teach, couldn't learn,

Everything went downhill,

And life equaled nil!

All along this journey,

I hid in the corners I once peed,

Like committing perjury,

It was me, only me,

Taking the brunt of my own,

Walking past, and alone,

Never selfish, a bit rude,

Sometimes lied, sometimes spoke the truth!

Loathing in those corners and nooks,

And repenting afterwards,

Hiding behind the words,

And hopelessly facing you,

Been a jerk,

Slipping off the dew,

Wondering if I am a fluke!