Am I Behaving Like Saitan?

We hear from religious preachers,

That God has created us,

That He is the Protector,

That He is the Destroyer.

Then question logically comes to my mind,

Why there is preaching by religious bigots?

That this is Kali Yuga,

We are living in a cruel world full of sins,

Our road in life has no light,

That we have many turns,

That we have to meet every day with challenges.

Generally, We trust Only:

What we see,

What we hear,

What we perceived by other senses,

In the field of law courts.

Is it true?

He who trusts in God will only see the light,

That light keeps them going in line with truth,

They will see the kingdom of peace placed by God though they commit any and every sin.

Why there is a metaphorical statement?

Be Careful 

Watch before you ask,

Stop before you go,

Think before you know,

Prepare before you join the work field,

Run with courage and with patience.

All are sons and daughters of God,

Then why?

A person is dangerous in the heart (coldblooded murderer) but outside calm,

A person's eyes are always wet due to pain,

Another people enjoys life having only gains,

No tears, No pain, No agony,

A person devotes his thought to God,

And Thinks:

How can I go on without You?

You are his whole world,

Instead, You shatter him or her,

But You take pleas

That this is your examination of faith.

In the domain of some intelligent people, There is

Everything in that country

Everything in that city

Everything in that family

Everything with that person,

pleasure and pleasure,

He or she has been accepted,

has been honoured,

As because You are under the 

Control of any kind as gratifications.

WHY?

If I am accusing You of having malice? 

Am I a prisoner of my own thoughts?

Am I behaving like Satan?