A Vague 'Start'

I see a vague 'start' striking the end off,

To lead me unto the light I dream of.

I give up and rise again with each dawn,

Yet the uncanny anon fear lingers on.

It veils my dream in clouds of night,

Leaving me with questions to fight.

The warmth of friendship and love,

Rescue me from the qualms above.

They keep me breathing and alive,

Never let me fail, they strive.

That's how I still believe in me,

However vague the 'start' may be.