A Promise That I Made To Myself...

I don't know how to define things 

But you cut all my wings.

I think I am blaming you for being 

the reason for my happiness,

I am being selfish dragged here by my 

emotions which don't make any senses

But I am feeling alone, missing u little in the zone,

Thinking about your day and night, 

Sorry I made you so rude and tight

I don't know what to do, 

The future isn't looking bright.....

I loved you from my soul and heart,

But it doesn't mean I am perfect, 

It doesn't mean if you don't have any emotions

Or it means all I was a timepass,

U just wanted your choice but some of your actions also made me trust you,

Sorry, it's my fault to message you back because I can't stay without you,

Our talks and emotions get a popup in my mind each second, it hurts that u didn't reply but

I know it's me who is responsible for every fight...

Now I no longer want to hold on let's getaway, I will do my best from my side I promise.........

Just forget it!