A Personal Journey

Sometimes it feels like

I am my worst enemy

And the rage within me

Would one day end me

Sometimes it feels like

I say things I would regret

And the fury in my eyes

Would burn all paths I walk 

At times it feels like

My anger would consume the world 

And after nothing is left

It would consume me

At times I feel like

I’m headed off a cliff

And that my ire is

The one that’s pushing me

At times I feel like

Everyone is against me

And my fear is what is

Keeping me forlorn

Sometimes I feel like

I can fight the world 

And that this fight

Would never come to an end.

Sometimes I fear myself

For what I have become.

And I can’t help but wonder

If I could have changed in time.

At times I wonder if

I could have won or lost it all

And then I wonder

If I could have been content

With what I strived so hard for.