A Life So Beautiful

A life so beautiful even in death.... 

Staggering on the road, at the thought of home

Titubate in every endless move 

Intoxication is intoxicating me

Addiction is adding into its long list of names

Pain and misery have solituded into one

I ask myself

How could you leave me?

How could you breakup with me?

I thought I wounded you, 

I made your scars unbelievably scattered

But finally I understood that there was 

someone else

I'm not wild enough for you

A life soo beautiful even in death

Shattered one heart and bones into blue

How can I forget, your smile

You were a sunshine for me

Yet I lived, to kindle this deformity

My pupil looks like a question mark

Pondering as I shakingly sit on my chair

and I slept throughout the day

My heart had been scarred by you

I've been in agony even now, see!  

Each moonlight I see your face, beautiful 

as a rose blossomed in the dark

I cannot get over it

I drink, to the sunrise, sundown 

You lured me, my brain is a muzzle

Meandering me like a serpentine 

It doesn't matter,

I smiled as I watched you, like an angel flying above lit up roof

As long as i have you, my friend, it doesn't matter

who calls me as a depressed thug, tugging at his own life.