Curse

I am not was who I was

I am not who I am

my body broken to a million pieces

I sigh at the 

missed opportunities

missed drama

missed potential

missed being someone to you

cause I know

I am a walking curse

A breathing curse 

A breaking curse

I know im everything 

that brings too much of adversaries

but still I don't know, if one day

God might shine on me

one day he might ask me 

things that I longed for

wish it was you

until the day comes

I wish you'll don't even look at me

cause one day, I just might curse you